Apparently not......& Broken Heart

Well apparently it was not any system settings in my computer that was stopping me from accessing this blogger. All I needed was the magic of Chris Bellini!!!

Chris took over my computer today and worked his wonders....and I'm in!

News is that im single at the moment. I let some things take the better of me and asked my Melanie to leave. Sounded good at the moment.....two weeks have went by.....and its not a good thing right now. I miss her like I have never missed her before. I love her like I have never loved her before. Some are calling it loneliness.....I call it realization. I can work on things with her now that my walls have fallen and my mind is letting my feelings come through. For some reason I was holding my feelings in....so i wouldnt get hurt?....not sure.....the way i grew up?....maybe.....but either way...its time for my life to change..for the best...I love you Melanie Chartier..xoxo